Friday, July 21, 2006
[Morning post]
All right got to announce this.
I'm bored.
I'm sick of it.
I'm tired of it.
It's now near the end of July.
2 weeks more before prelimary exams.
What can i do?
I tired to wake up at 5am every morning.
Studying with some music.
Dose it helps?
Not sure yet.
Mr Aw seems to be disappointed?
Think so.
Must do something to have better grade for Humanities.
It's one of the key subject to get in the poly course i wanted long.
Social studies, same thing. No problem.
However, if only they will come out this topic, Sustaining development or Merger and separation!
then, i'll be fine.
Maths, Practice more.
Chinese, nothing to say. Only thing have to buck up with cloze passage and composition.
English. Sigh. Nothing to talk abou it.
I need someone who really very good in English to help me.
Or maybe i set a time to read? It might help?
Ya, think so.
By the way, yesterday CME presentation. Totally out of my expectation.
Damn it.
Never mind, don't feel like talking about it anymore.
Sigh. Life's bored. Life's bad.
I need more contact in my handphone!
Haha.....
Bored. Tired. Sick.
[I swear I will succeed]
[Night post]
Well, after a few words by them.
Am thinking of this, should i change?
See, i do recieve bad names sometimes.
Which shows that i've some areas which people could not really accept.
But the other thing was, why should i change for the sake of people?
Wait a minutes. Does the changes i made is really for the sake of people?
Not really or maybe Not even at all.
Well, confuse.
Seriously, if one were to ask me what i wanted the most now was to drink.
On the other side i am really worried of my 'N' level.
Damn worried.
Don't know what to do.
Bored. Bored. Bored.
[I swear I will succeed]
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Well, nothing much.
All lesson seems to be bored?
No. I should say i can't cope with it.
Teachers are rushing.
Work are given one after one.
Sigh.
It seems that the most relaxing period for me was Chinese.
Slacking all the way.
Whatever it is, my phone are quiet.
Damn peaceful.
Strange?
Well, it good that way.
Save money?
LAME!
After all the exmas, gonna celebrate.
But work for money too?
Ya. That's all.
[I swear I will succeed]
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
All right, was an unhappy event that happen yesterday.
Well, girls are getting more and more wierd?
Can't really understand them.
I mean. All right, forget it.
The more i talk about this, the more upset i can get?
so forget it.
Well, classmate birthday coming.
Pokcet will soon gets one hole.
No money, no time.
Never mind.
Was really upset by people around me.
Sometime was really wondering what are friends for?
To laugh at?
Critise at?
A toy to entertain oneself?
What nonsense is all these?
maybe i'm too navie or maybe i take things too seriously?
But friends are to be the one who are alway by your side helping you isn't?
Relaly confuse and sick of it.
I'm, sick of all the nonsense.
I think the best friends i got are just that two or three people.
Well, i'm not gonna lost them.
Well, time for school.
[I swear I will succeed]
Sunday, July 16, 2006
All right, life was busy.
Very, very busy.
Felt really relieve after i have done with DNT.
Took me more than half a year to complete it.
Slow productivity.
I'm the one to blame for that, anyway.
So, was busy with work all days.
Very busy.
Monday, listening comprehension.
24/07/2006, start of DT, DT week.
Two weeks for that.
3/08/2006, Social Studies perlim.
Start of prelim.
4/09/2006, Start of 'N' level.
10/10/2006, end of 'N' level.
All right, life was bored anyway.
The only thing was to complete this year and prepare for next year.
Hopefully, 'O' level.
It seems like nobody in my class is worried about 'N' level.
Everyone's fooling around? Or just pretend?
However, can see that some peopel do care about it.
Apart from girls.
People like DARYL, Jerral.
Day by day passess,
Minutes by minutes it pass.
My heart pumps hareder and harder,
Am afraid of facing the reality.
Am afraid of failing.
But what can i do?
So much time i've wasted.
I'm afraid, i'm stress.
But who can help?
Only my ownself?
Yes. It's YOU! YOURSELF!
[I swear I will succeed]
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Well, for a long time i didn't post.
Firstly, time is really running short.
My worry and pressure has grown as time past too.
Most worried: English.
Well, people around me seems to be very relax.
'N' level seems nothing to them?
Well, am affected too.
Got to adjust my mindset.
Everything seems to be fine this few weeks.
just my mood.
Don't ask why.
I also don't know why.
I've being very short temper this few days.
Sigh.
Shall stop here.
No mood to continue writing.
[I swear I will succeed]
PROFILE.
Jeffrey Chong
29/01/1990
NYP- Business Enterprise IT
CREDITS.