Well, felt much better after what was done yesterday with the help of Jerral.
Was felling better now.
Just still abit of uneasy.
Never mind.
Well, next week Ca week.
So..
Nothing much.
Shall stop here.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
What's gonna happen next?
I seems to be capable to be more attentive in class after what had happened.
But. I still need alot of practices and revision.
Well, bored.
Felt so transparent?
Never mind.
You ask me to change for the people?
I wanted to.
But i sometimes just don't find any reason for me to.
As what will i get even if i were to change?
Even if i don't do anything, will they stop critising for whatever things i am doing?
I had enough with people who try to be good.
I hate it.
Things that i do are alway wrong and cannot be compared to others.
Perhaps killing myself, ending my life is the best way?
Agree?
These are the thoughts in my mind.
I had enough of people making fun of me.
Treating me like a clown.
A fooling machine.
I had enough!
Unpleasant comments.
Awful experiences of being a laughing stock of the people.
Being looked down.
And whatever, i had enough.
Really enough.
Please, don't tell me it's just a joke and relax.
It's sometimes not fun at all.
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: I am tired of all this
Saturday, January 20, 2007
I'm regreted for what i've done.
I've been too harsh.
I should have think of all the consequences before making a move.
Let bygone be bygone.
Things that are done cannot be undone.
So, let me just forget about it.
Am i upset?
Somehow, Yes.
I felt so stupid and so useless.
Anyone would like to hear what's in my mind?
I've lots to tell.
Anyone would like to listen?
I'm truly remorse.
Whatever it is, i shall concentrate on what i am suppose to do now.
Life is always filled with up and down.
Once fall, stand up and continue walking.
[I swear i will succeed]
Labels: Life is always filled with up and down.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
How i wish the world can be full with equality and fairness.
I'm so disappoint and upset by things.
Things should change.
Man should change to a better self.
Please!
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: Pray for equality and justice.
Monday, January 01, 2007
Well, today first day of year 2007.
Brand new year, brand new hope.
All the best to everyone out there.
Will 2007 be a good year for me and everyone?
We shall see.
I must change.
I swear I will succeed.
PROFILE.
Jeffrey Chong
29/01/1990
NYP- Business Enterprise IT
CREDITS.