Back here.
Bored.
I need help.
Friday, August 18, 2006
All right.
Two prelim papers had past (For me).
But results was rather disappointing.
Really disappointing.
Can't believe what i get for Humanities.
S. Studies 26/50.
Geography 24/50.
How can it be?
It's not up to expection, isn't?
Well, had a short conversation with MR Jeffrey Aw.
He said this, "You bugger, you likes to memorise things which you don't understand."
Is it true?
Think so.
Maybe my studying method is somehow wrong.
I'm afraid of failing.
Really afraid.
Best three subjects.
I aim for 4 points.
Will i?
Jerral is catching up right behind my back now.
Or perhaps he's winning.
I lost confidence.
I lost all the motivation i had.
I lost because of aarogance?
I lost because of i'm being proud?
I lost because of over confidence?
I don't know.
I'm afraid.
If i were to lose this battle, How?
I'm afraid.
Actually, i can't stand it sometimes when Jerral and Zhi xian starts comparing their results.
Start arguing over some work.
It only tells me in mind that " Jeff, You are unprepared! You losing! You're failing! "
What the....... Is it true?
I don't think so.
I'm confuse.
Really confuse.
Help needed.
I need strength to push me forward.
I need lots of support.
I'm Afraid.
Really afraid.
Sigh.
[I swear I will succeed]
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
All right.
Came back home pretty early today.
Today was?
Average.
Today's performance in the hall was quite different.
Did enjoyed.
Well, saw someone on stage performing.
2 years seems nothing?
Well, never mind.
My fault anyway.
Sigh.
Well, confuse.
Never mind.
End here.
Don't know what am i talking about.
[I swear I will succeed]
Monday, August 07, 2006
All right.
Have finally completed Humanities prelim.
Last week Social Studies paper was average.
Should be able to hit 30?
Hope so.
Today's Geography was average too.
But Sigh.
Don't i'm gonna do well.
Even if pass it's gonna be like only between the range of 25 - 30.
Black face will be shown again.
Sigh.
Wonder am i really that lousy in this subject?
I don't think so.
Tomorrow National Day eve.
Boring.
Still need to wear Red t- shirt, School bottom, school show.
It's like..... My GOD!
Never mind.
I'm only going to wear school Uniform.
Bored. Bored. Bored.
Just recovered.
Feels alot better now.
Great.
[I swear I will succeed]
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Sick today.
Somemore, today's the eve of Geography prelim.
Sigh.
How can things happen just like this?
Sigh.
Whatever.
No mood to blog anymore.
Blog again some other days.
[I swear I will succeed]
Saturday, August 05, 2006
All right.
Back to blog.
Life was terribly miserable.
Full of work. Full of stress.
Bored.
However, good thing was prelim had started.
Which in turns means that 'N' level is nearer and nearer,
Struggling is soon to come to an end.
That's great isn't?
I'm an isane.
All right, i think after 'N' it time for me to reflect and to plan what i should be doing
year.
If i were to promote to Sec 5.
I will be promoted, isn't?
[I swear I will succeed]
PROFILE.
Jeffrey Chong
29/01/1990
NYP- Business Enterprise IT
CREDITS.