Saturday, December 23, 2006
Well, it's 23rd of Dec 2006 today.
Think i'm staying at home for the day.
Bored.
It's now left a week more before the school reopen.
Have to make full use of this week.
No matter it's having fun, working or revising.
Was damn pissed off this morning,
recieved prank call again.
It was in the damn bloody morning, which everyone were sleeping at time.
0410AM!
I was like........
What the.....
Who is that *BASTARD* who does not need to sleep in the morning.
If you don't need to sleep in the morning, then please be considerate.
Others still need to sleep.
If you can't sleep or what, do something meaningful then.
Example like reading books, self studying or maybe do some reflection.
Instead of calling people and scold vulgarities at them.
SIGH~
Forget about it.
Went back to school yesterday, look around at the CCA fair.
Nothing different.
Regreted not joining NPCC.
Never mind.
Well, think that's all.
See ya.
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: Be Considerate.
Monday, December 18, 2006
Today was the release of the GCE 'N' level results.
I did pretty badly.
Here's my result.
English: Four.
Combined Humanities: Three.
Mathematics: Three.
Science (PHY/CHEM): Three.
Design And Technology: Three.
Chinese: Two.
Aggregate point: Eight.
Was pretty shock when Mrs Mani told me about my scored.
At that moment, my mind went blank.
I was really can't think of any words to describle.
Any words to say at that point of time.
This really the most shocking thing for me in year 2006 and perhaps my whole 16 years of life.
Seriously, i am very upset.
I almost cried?
I guessed so.
Well, nothing can explain my feeling.
Was pretty lucky that i was scolded or what.
I guess i've disappointed alot of people.
I'm really sorry.
To those who are really concern about me all the time.
I'm really sorry, i've let you all down.
Although i studied for myself not for anybody else.
But without all the care and concern given by this people, how am i suppose to do well?
I'm upset.
I'm lost.
How can i actually lose to people who i'm not suppose to?
I know i might seems to be prideful for this.
But.
Sigh~
I seriously can't believe or even can't accept that i've lost in this 'War'.
I've lost.
I've become a laughing stock for others.
A person who seems to be doing pretty well in school could actually perform so badly in this major exam.
Sigh~
I thought i've forgetten you but when i saw your picture, i found that i did not.
Jeffrey Chong had lost in the war!
He had lost!
Will he be able to stand up?
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: He had lost the war~
Thursday, December 14, 2006
All right, first thing first.
18/12/2006, release of 'N' level result.
I suppose many people are worried.
Me too.
So....
Nothing much to post.
Was pretty bored this few days.
Spend most of the time with Von, Wynne, Zx and Jerral.
Doing what we alway like to do and have all the fun.
[I swear I will succeed]
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Well, was feeling good from the morning till dinner time.
Cause of comments again.
This time round is because of my look.
The comment was 'Xia LAn'.
Was really angry.
It's like they're there to help and get their pay.
What for they comment so much?
I mean are they there for match- making?
So, ZX [SORRY] was the one who told me this.
Was pretty harsh again.
Yelled at him.
It was like.....
I mean when i hear all this i'm unable to contorl myself.
The moment i heard that i will definitely let my anger out.
Having no time to care who was wrong or who was right.
If the comment was something like this guy is not handsome enough or boy B looks better than me.
I'm still able to accept this.
But.
That was a crap.
Sigh. Forget it.
Moody.
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: I'm Sorry.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
When working, never ask your close friends to work with you. It's not that you can't but you have to think twice.
Things to think through before recommanding; how's his character? Is he able to work? Is he alert enough or rather can he engage well with the people in the workplace and do what he suppose to do in different situation? Will he complain unnessary?
Will he be the one who will give you all kinds of nagging, blaming, etc. etc?
Think twice.
If possible, only recommand friends which won't give you trouble.
Never recommand just becasue he/she is your very good friend or whatever.
He/she makes my life difficult. He/she makes my world darken. I swear I will never recommand you for any job. No more. Perhaps, you will turn to become my casual friend? I think this friendship gonna be risky if both of us or rather you never make the effort to change.
That's all for my reflection.
I'm trouble. I'm confused.
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: Troubled and confused.
PROFILE.
Jeffrey Chong
29/01/1990
NYP- Business Enterprise IT
CREDITS.