Friday, August 18, 2006
All right.
Two prelim papers had past (For me).
But results was rather disappointing.
Really disappointing.
Can't believe what i get for Humanities.
S. Studies 26/50.
Geography 24/50.
How can it be?
It's not up to expection, isn't?
Well, had a short conversation with MR Jeffrey Aw.
He said this, "You bugger, you likes to memorise things which you don't understand."
Is it true?
Think so.
Maybe my studying method is somehow wrong.
I'm afraid of failing.
Really afraid.
Best three subjects.
I aim for 4 points.
Will i?
Jerral is catching up right behind my back now.
Or perhaps he's winning.
I lost confidence.
I lost all the motivation i had.
I lost because of aarogance?
I lost because of i'm being proud?
I lost because of over confidence?
I don't know.
I'm afraid.
If i were to lose this battle, How?
I'm afraid.
Actually, i can't stand it sometimes when Jerral and Zhi xian starts comparing their results.
Start arguing over some work.
It only tells me in mind that " Jeff, You are unprepared! You losing! You're failing! "
What the....... Is it true?
I don't think so.
I'm confuse.
Really confuse.
Help needed.
I need strength to push me forward.
I need lots of support.
I'm Afraid.
Really afraid.
Sigh.
[I swear I will succeed]
