Monday, December 18, 2006
Today was the release of the GCE 'N' level results.
I did pretty badly.
Here's my result.
English: Four.
Combined Humanities: Three.
Mathematics: Three.
Science (PHY/CHEM): Three.
Design And Technology: Three.
Chinese: Two.
Aggregate point: Eight.
Was pretty shock when Mrs Mani told me about my scored.
At that moment, my mind went blank.
I was really can't think of any words to describle.
Any words to say at that point of time.
This really the most shocking thing for me in year 2006 and perhaps my whole 16 years of life.
Seriously, i am very upset.
I almost cried?
I guessed so.
Well, nothing can explain my feeling.
Was pretty lucky that i was scolded or what.
I guess i've disappointed alot of people.
I'm really sorry.
To those who are really concern about me all the time.
I'm really sorry, i've let you all down.
Although i studied for myself not for anybody else.
But without all the care and concern given by this people, how am i suppose to do well?
I'm upset.
I'm lost.
How can i actually lose to people who i'm not suppose to?
I know i might seems to be prideful for this.
But.
Sigh~
I seriously can't believe or even can't accept that i've lost in this 'War'.
I've lost.
I've become a laughing stock for others.
A person who seems to be doing pretty well in school could actually perform so badly in this major exam.
Sigh~
I thought i've forgetten you but when i saw your picture, i found that i did not.
Jeffrey Chong had lost in the war!
He had lost!
Will he be able to stand up?
[I swear I will succeed]
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