Tuesday, January 23, 2007
What's gonna happen next?
I seems to be capable to be more attentive in class after what had happened.
But. I still need alot of practices and revision.
Well, bored.
Felt so transparent?
Never mind.
You ask me to change for the people?
I wanted to.
But i sometimes just don't find any reason for me to.
As what will i get even if i were to change?
Even if i don't do anything, will they stop critising for whatever things i am doing?
I had enough with people who try to be good.
I hate it.
Things that i do are alway wrong and cannot be compared to others.
Perhaps killing myself, ending my life is the best way?
Agree?
These are the thoughts in my mind.
I had enough of people making fun of me.
Treating me like a clown.
A fooling machine.
I had enough!
Unpleasant comments.
Awful experiences of being a laughing stock of the people.
Being looked down.
And whatever, i had enough.
Really enough.
Please, don't tell me it's just a joke and relax.
It's sometimes not fun at all.
[I swear I will succeed]
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