My mind went blank while doing. I don't know what to write.
I just don't know why but my mind is in a mess and i can't seriously focus.
I know that there's nothing got to do with stress or what, but myself.
SIgh. I need some help.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Guys! Know what?
I was scolded for no reason today!
Knowing that I should have go down to the canteen and have my recess, but i choose not to do so.
I was simply being lazy and it's like nobody go down. If i were to go down, i'm like alone with bunch of classmate (Girls) and again I would being named 'Flirt'.
I simply hate that. SO what if i filrt? At least i talk to them and did nothing wrong. What's wrong with chatting? At least i don't do any immoral act. And i don't FLIRT! Please check the meaning before useing this word.
So, story goes like this.
Since last week, i had been asking my classmate who sits pretty near to me to get me snacks(food). So, just today someone choose to be a so call 'K-P-O' and trying to show how loyal and helpful she is to a friend. She scolded me for nothing and it's like NONE OF HER BUSINESS!
If she were to talk nicely to me, saying something like; Hey Jeff! She is pretty poor thing buying things for you alone. You need help her?
If she were to say this i will be going down, helping her. But she said in a strict tone, 'YOU ARE SO HEARTLESS. SHE IS ALONE AND YOU ARE HERE ENJOYING?'
Once is enough but she try lecturing me for like twice or thrice? I was fed- up then. To avoid being call 'UN- GENTLEMAN' by some more KPO people. I choose to keep my mouth shut.
Just to say, It's my problem with her. She's willing and i never ever force her helping me.
And oh ya! perhaps my face is not what people called 'Good looking' so Kpo thinks that i don't deserve anybody to help me. And perhaps they don't get any entainment from me like what Other people do. And this gentle lady is willling to help me. And i can say that she's not someone who judge people by look. Not like some people.
If you were to show someone your loyalty to friends and how 'Hero' you are, got those courage to stand up for a friend; Please don't use it on me! I don't buy it.
The more you do it, the more i detest you.
An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. I don't care you're a guy or a girl. That's my way of doing things. You do something wrong, you need to be punish. Even if you're the king!
I'm have been losing my patience on you since last or sec1/2? SO. We shall see.
If you dare, complain to MRS ****. If she's willing to handle, we shall see who win.
TO that gentle lady, Thanks alot!
[I swear I will succeed]
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
First thing first.
I never hit my target for the DT.
Only Chemistry but overall, no.
It was a failure and it shows how much more effort i've to put in.
SA1 is coming but no mood to study. -.-
As usual, I fail my maths WITH CARELESS MISTAKES!
I HATE THIS! Scored 23/60.
Comb. Science, just a little i'll hit my target. 2marks more.
Scored 68/100.
S. Studies, 15/25. My target was 20. Never mind.
I'm going to fail Comb. Humanities, anyway.
Anyway, Just a small test. What matters more is the actual.
Well, how?
So, 2 days without English lessons.
Fun? Did comprehension practice for that.
Chinese lessons, as usual talk to peopel as Ive said goodbye to chinese lesson since that day. But i am not suppose to talk to them when they're studying.
Geography lesson? Nothing to talk about it.
S. Studies? Nice. Fun and interesting.
Maths? No comment.
The world has changed!
[I swear I will succeed]
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Weekend? Same thing as usual.
Gym. Home. Study. Slacking.
Not much life story.
Everyday, life is filled with studies.
Personal life? Gone.
Zx and Jerral played a prank on me yesterday!
Story goes like this.
Jerral: Zx! You @!#$%##@$^%#$%.
How can you backstab me. you make me lost my girl!
Zx: What? I'm saying the truth. YOU dare to play around with other gals, don't dare admit?
Jerral: What? I was playing and joking only. Must you report everything to my dear?
Jerral: Now you happy? My girl is gone.
ZX and Jerral: @##$%@$@#$^&#%@#^%
Girl added in conversation.
Jerral: Dear, do you love me?
Girl: Yes.
ZX and Jerral: HAHAHA.....
At that moment, my mind went blank.
And the moral of the story is, DO NOT TRUST PEOPLE EASILY!
Even if they're your good friends.
People do play prank for nothing.
Never mind.
Let bygone be bygone.
And of course, again friends do fight over a gal.
Although, they believe they won't.
SIGH.
I hate this phrase.
'One, cry. Two, quarrel. Three, suicide.'
SIGH!
[I swear I will succeed]
Friday, April 20, 2007
All right.
First, lessons are boring.
Revision, Revision and Revision!
Second, got back 2 DT results.
S. Studies -> My target was getting 20 out of 25. But i didn't make it.
Got 15 instead. Well, at least i pass and did better than Term 1.
Science (Chemistry) -> Hit target! 30 out of 40.
I earn an A1! Well, Nanny I've done what i promise!
Well, Hope that can maintain till 'O' level?
I know i gonna fail Combine Humanities again. As the Geography paper was something i really don't know and don't understand how to answer.
I need to keep my mind in peace and of course, clear my mind from any unnecessary stuffs.
Sometimes, i just wonder should i believe what i was told.
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: Peace
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Tuesday? Bad day!
Well, People said ' If you study, you will be able to do well.'
Yes, i agree with this. But. I miss out something.
Other than study and revise making sure you know and understand everything, you got to practice and go through assement books or any resources to see what type of questions can setter comes out with.
I forgot this! I thought i can just make it without practicing. I'm wrong!
Because of this I am going to fail Geography again! And with a very low mark.
And the stupidest problems was, I Don't understand and don't know how to start!
Oh MY god! I'm so... Argh!
Forget it. I must make sure this doesn't happen again.
Wake up!
Exams coming.
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: Wake up
Saturday, April 14, 2007
All right. Same thing happen like every Saturday.
Wake up early in the morning. Gym.
To train. To keep fit. To make sure i can pass NAFA!
Well, hope it helps.
Had a haircut after that.
Went home and started to practice some maths questions.
But i was found sleeping on my bed!
Then, thunderstorm! Heavy rainpour.
After that i started with my schedule as planned.
I am now starting to learn how to manage my time.
But was it too late? Hope not.
'One hour on non- study activities is one hour not sutudying.'
True!
It's dinner time!
Shall update again.
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: Time managemnt
Friday, April 13, 2007
Hurray! DT is finally over but sad to say, it's still not the end yet.
So, no point cheering.
Well, S. studies/ Maths/ Science papers are all average paper.
But I do not dare to guaranteed that i'll do well.
As sometimes thing don't go smoothly as what you expect.
I can only say i did my best.
To some people Dt maybe seen as nothing.
I agree but i still think that DT will guide me and allow me to know where i stand.
I am now trying to avoid wasting time unnecessary.
Example like after school, go have lunch and go home straight.
Never go for any relaxing session.
Need start thinking whether how i want to react next year when getting my GCE 'O' level result. Smile happily or cry and panic?
Cheers!
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: Change for the better
Saturday, April 07, 2007
It's Saturday.
As usual, go to the gym in the morning with Zhi Xian and all.
Hang around at TM for awhile.
Having some enquiry on my mio stuffs and wanted to buy a speaker for my Mp3.
Went to Best Denki but too few for me to choose from.
There's only like two?
Maybe i shall take Zhi Xian's advise, go shop for it at Challenger?
Spent my Thursday afternoon doing maths.
Revise Geography too.
But found out i know stuffs on development factors not too much on the impacts and problems.
However, was still wonder why do i fail everytime?
Answer to this Question: 1. Not much effort put in.
2. Poor lanugage.
3. My mind just went blank when i see the paper.
Well, Dt coming again.
Cannot afford to fail anything this time.
Especially, Science and of course Maths.
Enough of that.
Probelms, problems and problems.
Many problems are going round.
Problems with academic, friendship, financial and etc.
Can people solve it?
Perhaps yes.
Cherish.
I'm seeing alot lots of problems going around and around.
What had happen?
Perhaps it's for us to learn and gain experience from.
To prepare us for our future?
Qing ming shi jie yu fen fen,
Lu shang xing ren yu duan hun.
Jie wen jiu jia he chu you,
Mu tong yao zhi xing hua chun.
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: Holidays
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Back to update.
Well, next week DT week.
Good luck everybody.
Was trying with a few maths questions.
Found that my brain work pretty slow.
It seems that there's a need for me to let my brain works faster.
Doing more practices? Hope it works.
Today's, the start of long weekend.
Need to make full use of this long weekend.
Need changes. Need to adapt to surrounding.
[I swear I will succeed]
Labels: Life is always filled with up and down.
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Jeffrey Chong
29/01/1990
NYP- Business Enterprise IT
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